"Art thou pale for weariness
Of climbing Heaven, and gazing on the earth,

Wandering companionless
Among the stars that have a different birth,-

And ever changing, like a joyless eye
That finds no object worth its constancy?"

- 'To The Moon', P.B. Shelley

Here I am..!!

Hey Guys..!! Long Time...!! I know, I already feel guilty for not even giving a glance to My dear dear blogs in such a long time.
Was just going through webpages and my gmail, and trust me irritated with the regular spam on gmail, all thanks to the Blog Comments review application, I had to login and delete and block spammers.

And Now that i actually checked my page, it just hit me.. My last post was more than 2 yrs back. Well, that's actually surprising.

But, now that I actually am writing this post, i have realised that this was what actually gave me happiness.. writing and blogging. For quite a while i have been complaining and complaining for things not going right and    
things not falling into place, everything going haywire... Why did I not come to my own Happy world..?? Well.. I can blame my busy work schedule for that.. but somehow it upsets me that I could not take out time for things i really loved to do.

I has gone for a wedding last weekend to Jodhpur, Beautiful place I must say. While I was travelling back from Jodhpur to Delhi in the Night train. I met this very strong and inspiring British woman. She was in her late fifities and we started talking about our lives and everything (Bit chatty women). She told me about the life she had had, and hardships she had gone through to get herself and her family settled.
While we were talking about our likes and interests, for her it was visiting India. So, this woman, works hard whole year round and tries to save enough to come to visit India every year. And this was what she loved to do. And when it came to me, well I did tell her I loved to read and write but I dint had enough time to do that anymore. Trust me she was more shocked than surprised and told me that you should always take out time for stuff you love to do, because at the end - that is what keeps you going.
So I try to make a mental note of it all and try to manage my time between things I got to do and things I love to do.. not that tough..!! What say..??///

Sharing my Endeavours


Hmm...Long time I agree...but sure this time I am gonna share a great news with ya all...

I am getting into Freelancing and currently working on a Movie Project which is a part of a Short Fill Series, being Produced by Robert Vollrath. He also talked about it in a post, which you can read here in his post Gone to Hollywood, where he also mentioned me being a part of his Project.

Guys I am just too too excited about this and really looking upto it.

Wish me all the luck..!!!

Finally...!!!

Finally, its all gonna be over...over for ever and ever...

I am so happy finally to take this decision of stepping out of it. It had actually been enough for me.
This sense of being free of that every itch and pain is so relieving..phew.

Guys I just need a tad bit of your wishes and wishes, as I step out in this new world with new challenges awaiting me.
And as i go ahead to follow my dreams and passions, I would just like to say to you all - Its never too late to do what you really want to do in life, coz after a while no money or luxury could ever keep you happy, if you are not doing what you are actually meant to be doing. :)


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Find something you love to do and you'll never have to work a day in your life. - C.S. Lewis
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Be your own Song...

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Why is life so unpredictable, one moment you just don't have to think twice to know.. all is cool and calm and just then the other second it gives you a jolt, bringing you back to reality that after all its not all that rosy.
Living the life you want, feeling the rhythm in your soul, singing along the theme you go by your own way, not knowing that this might just be an another role you are putting up to hide yourself. To hide every ounce of emotion from you. A new face for every beat, a new role for everyone. Hiding yourself even from your own single self.
Doesn't it get tiring..???// Why can't you be just you or are these pretensions no longer a foreign particle, they have penetrated so deep inside your skin and they have become a part of you or rather become you..???

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Your Driving Force...!!!!


I sit on my bed with the laptop resting on my lap...thinking and thinking and trying to finally spill out some sensible words on the word doc, but yet again I find my mind going blank after a few insensible lines...

After hours of writing and re-writing I feel like going back to my cocoon blaming it all on the easiest term available ' Writers' Block ', but am I worthy of using it..?? what is it that makes me even think that I am a writer, Is it the times spent on the Blogs-ville or a few writing stunts on an English daily.. Is that all that I have on my CV for being called a writer...
Or is it that drive and that passion to that gives me a high when I find myself surrounded by books, the rush I feel going through my mind when I hold one in my hands.. that feeling of crisp pages and that wondrous smell.....oh that heavenly feeling when I succumb to a book and indulge myself in, sailing through the words and pages one after the other... and letting myself lose in that new found world, cutting off from this maddening world... what best can a life offer you.. Books for me are that force, its like a new window opening up to save you from this mad mad world.

So, what is it that drives YOU or rather inspires you...Is it books.. Is it writing or rather creating, for some its shopping, for some its the rain, for some its sunsets.. some turn to nature..idling away on a hilltop watching the sun go up.. feeling that first ray on your skin..listening to the chirping birds, welcoming a new day and teaching us to never succumb to failures welcome every day with a new hope, or is it pushing your life off the edge..
Sometimes Is it that we are all after, what are we tying to reach to... what is it that we keep waiting for... more more and more... and never getting satisfied, is it right for us to blame it all on 'Human Nature'... What are we after, What are you after..., what am I after..???



We keep thinking, we want to reach there, I want this I want it at any cost, but what after you get there..??/ Would it be worth it... Is It really what you REALLY want..??? What if even that fails you.. what if after a while, you start thinking no this is not IT... you want something more Bigger and Better... What happens then...??//


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Just another MeMe


Hey ppl, juz was surfing and stumbled on this MeMe on Sunday Stealing... ( I am not tagging any names...Anyone can take it up :) ) But yeah if you really are taking it up, then do notify me in my comments section :))

1. What were doing 10 years ago?

mmmm... Well I wud have been happier..just another teenage gal, completed her 10th gearing up for a new place new school and lotsa fun..

2. Five snacks that you enjoy in a perfect, non weight-gaining world

Well that really would be a tough one, but to think it over ... do I really care... ohhh just another packet of chips to chocolate to calm me... just another bite off the 'Dark Temptation' ...mmmm..... oh Ohhh just one sip of that sweet mango drink.. juts another Pizza meal. goin along with cola... and yeah dieting that will happen in due time ;)

3. Five things you would do if you were a billionaire:

1) Shop
2) Shop
3) Shop
4) Shop
5) Shop

4. Three of your habits:

Three of My Habits I really dont want to part with-
1) Loving the rain...and hating it another moment if I have to go out...
2) Loving my sister and then fighting with her for wearing my stuff [without asking me]
3) Irritating people and yet making them to smile
4) Loving to get stuff at thrift shops and then not knowing how and when to use them
{ Ohhh did I exceed.. sry lts come to the next one....}

5. Five jobs that you've have had:

Have had only two till date...well that too if you count internship :P

6. Five places that you've lived:

Do I need to answer this.... I dunn feel like... for Confidentiality reasons....

7. Five things that you did yesterday:

1) Enjoyed auto rides, feeling the dust and traffic... all thaks to Metro Construction going on.
2) Visited a book Fair at India Habitat Centre with fren
3) Went out for the movie - 'Alice in Wonderland' withs frens
4) Loved the mini meal at MacDonalds
5) Went to Dilli Haat


8. Five people you would want to get to know more about:

1)
2)
3)
4)
5) Me

9. Abortion: for or against it?

AGAINST..!!!

10. Do you think the world would fail with a female president?

Can a President or anyone in Power be judged, really judged by his/ her sex..?????///////

11. Do you believe in the death penalty?

Yes

12. Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?

NO

13. Are you for or against premarital sex?

Is that really a question, or a way to judge me..??????////

14. Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?

Yes, everyone has a right to live their own lives.

15. Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?

Whats really driving then to do it...

16. Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?

Would that really Matter...

17. Should the war in Iraq be called off?

Do I really have a say in it..???//

18. Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?

Suicide is ILLEGAL..!! [ Its equal to punishing your loved ones for what you have done]

19. Do you believe in spanking your children?

No... but Depends

20. Do you worry that others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

Wont effect me in a bit.


Nuthin much ...

Life is not about just the losses... the pains or the misgivings.. It also about love happiness new changes and aspirations.

And here I am waiting for that one change, that one life changing opportunity to come my way.

PS: I am just keeping my fingers crossed :)