When in Doubt... Chuck it Out... !!!

Life is full of surprises, turns, twists, doubts and of course solutions, but when the prior come as they want ... the latter is but, a quest.

Jumping to decisions, is what but human nature, and its only when we see the results that we realize, if ever, our mistake. And then begins a chain of doubts, confusions and when the solutions seems so far it further adds up to tensions and higher into depression.

You start with getting irritated at small things, and then you further start disliking which initially intensifies into hatred.

( Am I going too far by now? yup.. you would be wondering ... whats going up with this girl? or would have realized, that there's something wrong ... well that could be only when you are still reading this, and if you really have reached this point then you obviously are, and i would like to thank you for being this patient and go through my stream of thoughts and ramblings. )

You reach a height, when, you actually dont know what to do and whom to actually talk to. You just know and feel stuck, caught up but you cant see the ropes that tie you, or you could just struggle to cut them off. And, It gets horrible, when you let this inner war to go on and you know you cannot do anything about it, just nothing at all.

ITS ACTUALLY FRUSTRATING ...!!!

Ask me? Or better do not ask me ... coz may be the feelings are hard to pen down, you cannot jot down the exact blend of emotions and streams your mind and heart are fighting with. You just have to wait and watch, who turns out to be the survivor.

There are two options ... Either Keep Fighting ... Or Give in !!!

Giving in seems so easier, but you know you cannot when you know what you are giving in for, so the better is the harder, one ... Keep Fighting !!!

Coz the feeling of being a Winner ... not a Survivor ... is what gives you immense Pleasure and initial satisfaction.

So, wish me luck..!!!