When in Doubt... Chuck it Out... !!!
Life is full of surprises, turns, twists, doubts and of course solutions, but when the prior come as they want ... the latter is but, a quest.
Jumping to decisions, is what but human nature, and its only when we see the results that we realize, if ever, our mistake. And then begins a chain of doubts, confusions and when the solutions seems so far it further adds up to tensions and higher into depression.
You start with getting irritated at small things, and then you further start disliking which initially intensifies into hatred.
( Am I going too far by now? yup.. you would be wondering ... whats going up with this girl? or would have realized, that there's something wrong ... well that could be only when you are still reading this, and if you really have reached this point then you obviously are, and i would like to thank you for being this patient and go through my stream of thoughts and ramblings. )
You reach a height, when, you actually dont know what to do and whom to actually talk to. You just know and feel stuck, caught up but you cant see the ropes that tie you, or you could just struggle to cut them off. And, It gets horrible, when you let this inner war to go on and you know you cannot do anything about it, just nothing at all.
ITS ACTUALLY FRUSTRATING ...!!!
Ask me? Or better do not ask me ... coz may be the feelings are hard to pen down, you cannot jot down the exact blend of emotions and streams your mind and heart are fighting with. You just have to wait and watch, who turns out to be the survivor.
There are two options ... Either Keep Fighting ... Or Give in !!!
Giving in seems so easier, but you know you cannot when you know what you are giving in for, so the better is the harder, one ... Keep Fighting !!!
Coz the feeling of being a Winner ... not a Survivor ... is what gives you immense Pleasure and initial satisfaction.
So, wish me luck..!!!
Jumping to decisions, is what but human nature, and its only when we see the results that we realize, if ever, our mistake. And then begins a chain of doubts, confusions and when the solutions seems so far it further adds up to tensions and higher into depression.
You start with getting irritated at small things, and then you further start disliking which initially intensifies into hatred.
( Am I going too far by now? yup.. you would be wondering ... whats going up with this girl? or would have realized, that there's something wrong ... well that could be only when you are still reading this, and if you really have reached this point then you obviously are, and i would like to thank you for being this patient and go through my stream of thoughts and ramblings. )
You reach a height, when, you actually dont know what to do and whom to actually talk to. You just know and feel stuck, caught up but you cant see the ropes that tie you, or you could just struggle to cut them off. And, It gets horrible, when you let this inner war to go on and you know you cannot do anything about it, just nothing at all.
ITS ACTUALLY FRUSTRATING ...!!!
Ask me? Or better do not ask me ... coz may be the feelings are hard to pen down, you cannot jot down the exact blend of emotions and streams your mind and heart are fighting with. You just have to wait and watch, who turns out to be the survivor.
There are two options ... Either Keep Fighting ... Or Give in !!!
Giving in seems so easier, but you know you cannot when you know what you are giving in for, so the better is the harder, one ... Keep Fighting !!!
Coz the feeling of being a Winner ... not a Survivor ... is what gives you immense Pleasure and initial satisfaction.
So, wish me luck..!!!
Comments
neva forget ur own words!!
M tryin my best.
keep d winnr spirit up, nd dnt mind even as a survivor!!!
but why do you think its a quest....what makes you think that if not for that surprise anything else meted out or say nothing else will not be a quest....
look at it as something you are dished out only cause you can handle it...
dunno if it makes sense
we all need a lil bit of luck :)
to go on..to fight back..to survive...to live...
may the force be with us!
cheers!!
- yeah good point dere,,,thanks..yup it does make sense..
@Pri
- yeah May the force be with us... noone knows how much i need it..and yeah luck does play a n important role.
never give up!!
keep trying..only way to win.
well said....:)
Inside of you is a great writer waiting to bloom.
very rightly said
Heya Robert how r u doin. Thanks for saying such words, i really needed them, and thanks for bucking me up. Thank you so much for showing ur confidence in me
hey Durjoy..wsup long time and what abt ur book.
There are two options ... Either Keep Fighting ... Or Give in !!!
Very simplified...