Driven by.. Love or Fear..??//

For every person there is a driving force, it might be anything for you, but for me its love and pure love.

But when i can write it so boldly, i may not be able to say so, not because, as is the popular belief, i do not have the enough courage to accept it, not because i have a fear of not accepting it. But because i am afraid of the extent i can love to, for my love has got no boundaries.
For i fear, to let out the love and passion to flow. For i fear to let those feelings out, which today i do not find anyone worth giving out to. For I fear they will not care the way i have. For i fear they wont cherish, the way I have. For i fear they wont be patient enough, the way i have been. For i fear they wont persevere, the way i would. For i fear they wont preserve, the way they should.

For I know their morals for Love are widely different from the way I feel for it. For I know their regard for love is not what i have for it in my eyes. For I know Love for me is life to my soul. For I know, this is not my detachment, fear to let my feelings out for the fear of losing them, for the fear of getting them shattered.

For the very fear of not realising them. For the very fear that someone who may not feel the same way, not regard or care the same way might trash them without giving it a thought. For the very fear, that i wont be able to console my soul. For the very fear that i may not show it. For the very fear, it will just hurt my soul. For they very fear, i wont complain. For the very fear, no one will know it. For the very fear, i'll go back into my cocoon. For the very fear, people would keep on thinking I dont have a regard for feelings.


For the very fear, that wont stop me to be driven by Love!